"because inevitably, expectations start coming in, your emotions are heightened and everything that was once a privilege becomes a need."
I will always love you, this I promise you.
Dear love,
I will remember.
Remember our time. Remember our fights. Remember the tears I cried. Remember the countless times I walked away, the many times you let me go. Remember every cigarette we smoke. Remember the nights we spend in my bedroom. Remember the very first time you kissed me on the forehead. Remember the kisses you plant when I'm about to fall asleep. Remember the gentle strokes, your fingers through my hair. Remember the first time I saw you cry because your grandmother passed away. Remember our first time. Remember that one time you came over to take care of me. Remember every phone calls. Remember that one time you gave me 5 missed calls. Remember the hours I spend waiting for you. Remember that one time I called you 50 times. Remember the way you play with your fingers when you're telling the truth. Remember the raise in your voice when I don't understand. Remember that picture of us you tore. Remember every word on the letters you wrote me. Remember how you lied, how you cheated. Remember how easy it was for you to let me go. Remember how you used to tease my body, but still put your hand between my thighs anyway. Remember the song we listen to every bus rides. Remember the way you hold me when I fell asleep on your shoulders in the moving bus making sure I don't fall. Remember how you always hold my hand when we cross the road. Remember that look on your face when you're concern. Remember the time you talk to me making sure I don't make the wrong decisions in life. Remember your every advise. Remember the way you assure me. Remember your first book-out, the first time I saw you after weeks. Remember the sound of your heartbeat. Remember our last kiss. Remember the places you bring me for food. Remember the walks we walked. Remember the way you play the piano, the way you play the guitar. Remember the meals you made us. Remember that smile that always manage to warm my heart. Remember walking your dog, Coco. Remember the meals with your family. Remember the way you sing to me. Remember the voice of yours when I wake you up. Remember every memory we share.
I will remember.
You.