venus X ciaochaos: (no title)

closed doors and over-worn nightwear

watching cream make galaxies in my coffee;

i always preferred hot chocolate

he made me latte

even took me to church

you told him that she is never leaving you

dare do i say

you were only comforting yourself

people speak from the heart more often than you think

another cigarette

in an empty coffee-shop

fingers tangled, you spoke the words i needed to hear

maybe i expected too much

maybe i brought the disappointments upon myself

neither of us are wrong,

neither of us were right either.

i'm grateful we once crossed paths

does love even factor to this anymore?

remember me breakable,

fragile;

begged you not to go.

remember me heartless,

careless;

walking away as if it didn't break my heart a little more with every step i took.

people will do anything to distract their heart

i hope you'll love another

the way i loved you

and all the ways i tried to get your attention

only because i need lots of it

don't bother trying to force your way

to know me

my veins flows metaphor you'll have to crack your head

to figure out

i care way more than i'll let you know

i'll let you in

venus X ciaochaos